(When we choose fight over flight)
So, I’ve decided to take sharing my life, my mind, and my pain to the next chapter. I understand not everyone desires or appreciates the abundance of my truths I disclose. I purge my heart’s emotions, because it’s cracks will grow and spread all the deeper if I don’t.
I have finally started a “blog.” To know me is to understand this is a big step for me. As I might expose myself “here,” I am very private and aloof amidst the outside world. I don’t know who will read it, what will be said, or interpreted. I’m doing this for myself, but I am doing this for those like Me who often find themselves lost in this world. Those like me, who often feel like a stain.
Let your fear be the first on the battle line. Let your scars of battles before be the shield you stand behind. Allow your anger to hold upright the blade of your sword, while allowing your heart to weigh steadily it’s handle.
Not every swing will be worth another scar, if attempted without your steadying heart. It is ok to find refuge behind your scars. You earned them, wanted or not. So use them as your shelter. Your soul will house your mind safely. And when you can catch your next breath, let it not be in vain, but rather a willing sacrifice to reach your next step.
You WILL get there.
From A Moth to A Butterfly 